You are finding your self on the bottom of the deepest ocean. Surrounded by cold heavy dark water that forces you down. Down there where the rays of the sun don`t reach. You are finding yourself surrounded by darkness and you will soon drown and your lungs will...
Outside time and place I am located. With a brain in constant rotation around the moon. On a planet in constant rotation around the sun. I am located on a cold and dark place in the infinite time and space. In the un-infinite galaxy, in the infinite universe.
If I die now, who will be at my funeral. Nobody I guess. Nobody will be at my funeral . Nobody will care, nobody would miss me. I’m afraid to die alone. With nobody to comfort me. They will find me rotten and stinking up the whole neighborhood.
Closing myself inside my body. Destroying my ego. Only basic needs should be covered. Life must be a minimum. Build a hard wall on the outside, To protect me. I’m in control , I’m in control.